My learning about having an Energetic Double and then pursuing a quest to merge with is documented in these
posts. Energetic Double It has been 1 week and a half since I merged with this “thing” and I thought I would update you with some of my findings (yes in just one week). I am building a working theory…
I think that we all have a energetic double. This double isn’t really a double as such, it could be called an aspect of you (me) but I think the word “double” is sound because it is like having another you that can go off and do stuff. This double, for the most part isn’t self-aware, perhaps its a animalistic in its nature. I don’t know. I also don’t know where it resides when it is not self-aware. Perhaps it is inside of us (i.e. merged) or maybe it wanders the energy realms.
- Hmmm…could this be a type of “entity” awareness that we have encountered?
At some point however it may gain self-awareness (again I don’t as yet know how or why or if all do). This, I suppose is
akin to it being born. and in a related sense it “leaves” us. I think that at this stage it is like a child that has unbelievable
energetic powers.
- Hmmm…note to self…has this any relation to Poltergeist?
Once it is born, it very much doesn’t like the idea of being merged again with its double (to play with the word). In fact it may put out ideas that to try to re-merge would be dangerous and deadly. Which is odd now that I think of it because we are merged prior to it gaining self-awareness. Anyway, we can become merged with it again (see all posts link above). If we do this then the following early set of observations have been made…
(A) If your not focused then it will occasionally interrupt your thoughts and suggest solutions to
problems that are fantastical and impossible. Fortunately this isn’t the kind of “hearing voices” that potentially stems from Schizophrenia. It is more like having an idea yourself – but it is too far-fetched.
(B) Just once (sofar) it has made me done something…
I was out with friends for a meal and we were walking along a busy street. There were some Police people standing around keeping the peace. There was one Police Lady who was particularly attractive I thought
and as I passed behind her, I completely and uncharacteristically pulled on her small pony tail.
- Can I just say that I had absolutely no alcoholic drink that evening.
I was shocked at my own action, which had no preceding thought. I was stopped by anther officers and accused of “Assaulting an Officer” a bit harsh but fortunately an apology to the Police Lady sufficed to free me from being “done”.
I puzzled over my behaviour and so did my friends, was this the first signs of senility? I related the tale to my Sister and she said, in her own “big sis” way, Are you a child? It was this suggestion that got me thinking about my Energy Double? So it was out with dowsing rods, which confirmed that “it” had been behind the incident.
(C) Over the last week or two I have been driving some long distances in potentially hazardous snow and ice conditions. Occasionally I have worried or thought to put trips off because of it. But my Energy Double has “popped-in” and said that it would be okay. Now, I don’t have enough samples of this to say whether it is a coincidence, a prediction or changing the world to make it real. But it’s something that I will be keeping an eye on.
(D) By far it doesnt like being merged and although I haven’t dowsed this, I suspect that merging is more of a connecting with it rather than it being permanently “inside” of me. So there you have it, early experiences with my Energy Double (I really must come up with a better name for it).
Kal Malik – Merged
Merging with this ‘thing’?
This thing is you, its your entity, and perhaps your awareness or shoud I say 7th chakra is not open to your boundlessness…but you will see, soon.