I need to preface this post a little. Up until last year I didn’t believe in the whole invisible landscape of energies, ghosts, spirits, thought-forms, visualisation, magick, and especially astrology. I had no interest in physics, mathematics, history, astrology, any of the sciences really. Since I started on this journey through dowsing I have had to reluctantly grapple with almost all of these subjects in some depth since then, even though it has been a monumental struggle, and only rarely pleasurable. Nevertheless, an understanding of the nature of the energies at sacred sites, I felt, warranted a bit of effort on my part, so I have learned what I needed to, and been carried where my dowsing and questioning has taken me.
Someone who is very energetic told me recently that they had seen a presence, a white light, glinting near me. This was not the first time it had been seen (several times in late February 2009), but after having witnessed it several times they decided to mention it to me. It was at what can only be described as one of the most incongruous moments that everything stopped, the light was pointed out, and I was left to think about what had just been said in a somewhat bemused state!
“I have a white light that appears behind me?” I queried. “Where behind me?” I was shown a spot about six feet behind my left shoulder and a few feet out – in my blind spot that occurs just beyond my peripheral vision. It was the kind of place that you see shadows from when you’re out at night, so I am familiar with that position (and you can read about that in my post called ‘Alone in the Dark – Part 2‘). I remarked that the distance at which this light was supposed to appear was about the extent of my nemeton field. I made very few further enquiries, vowing to pursue it further once I got home.
At home I dowsed it to find out what was going on. Here are the results of my first round of questioning:-
- Was this person right about there being a presence behind me? – YES
- Is this presence attached to me? – YES
- Is this presence beneficent? – YES
- Is the presence a living entity? – YES. Not sure if that nailed down whether it was a dead spirit, so…
- Was it once a living human? – NO
- Has it always been with me throughout my life? – NO
- Is it with me now? – YES
- Can I learn to communicate with it? – YES
- Would communicating together benefit us both? – YES
Now I was curious. The line of questioning was beginning to go beyond its existence, or its presence, and to move towards finding out how I get in touch with it. I wanted to know a little more before I started anything off.
- Has this presence manifested as part of the work I am doing? – YES
- Is it here to help me with my work? – YES
- Is it a spirit similar to that described by many authors as a spirit guide? – NO
- Does it have a name? – Maybe (the rods slowly twitched together without much force, indicating a so-so answer, or an ambiguous question that could have many answers).
- Do I need to know this presence by name in order to work with it? – NO
- Is it ready to communicate with me? – YES
Right then. I was ready to speak to it too. I decided to write this up while I remembered the answers, and then began my meditation….but I fell asleep every time I tried to connect to it! It seemed to want to communicate to me in a sleep state, but I had too many questions that needed answering first! Energy levels too low to connect any other way, I reverted to dowsing.
So, Round 3. Another twenty questions:
- Is this presence still around me? – YES
- Is it in the same position on my nemeton? – NO, now due West of me, on left hand side.
- Is its placement relevant to communicating with it? – YES, now more difficult to do in its current position.
- Is the source of this white light from a specific celestial body? – YES
- Is it a planet – a star – a sun – a moon? – PLANET, and STAR. More recognised as a planet. Aha!
- Is it from a star that is only visible for me at particular times of the year? – YES
- Is the star Venus? – YES
- Is the purpose of it being around me so I can learn? love? live? – LOVE and LIVE
- Is there a sacred site in the UK that is dedicated to the form of this energy? – YES, lots of them. All of them? NO.
- Can it assist me in removing geopathic stresses? – NO
- Do I need to do something specific to invoke its powers? – YES
- Can I command this presence by voicing an intention? – NO
- Can I call upon this presence to help me? – NO
- Is this presence commanded using crystals/thoughts alone/intention/will power/harmony/co-operation/questioning/reasoning/pleading/prayer? – CRYSTALS, INTENTION, QUESTIONING, PRAYER
- Is it empowered by particular times of the year/month/day? – YES to all three. 8th-9th March 2009 is strongest, also between MIDNIGHT-SUNRISE, and influence is from FEBRUARY-APRIL.
- Is this presence protective / healing / empowering / informative / other? – HEALING, EMPOWERING, INFORMATIVE.
- Does this presence have a human form? Can it take one? – NO, and NO.
- Can the presence be connected to by my manifestations, or by a natural source? – BOTH
- Is this presence linked to anyone I know who works with energy? – NO
- Is the position of the presence related to Venus’s position in the sky? – YES
You may notice that I quickly formulated questions relating to celestial bodies, and included stars and planets? For the last month I have been driving home from work in the early evening, looking at the shapes of the trees as they silhouetted against the deep blue evening sky. It’s only the last few weeks that I’ve noticed that all the way home, right in front of me in the sky, repeatedly drawing my attention, has been a bright star. I wonder which one that is?
Off I go to the internet to find out about Venus – who she is, where she is, when she’s in conjunction, or at her zenith….
MARCH 8th 2009: VENUS goes retrograde
From the pompously titled but nevertheless informative “The Psychic One” web site:
“The Venus Retrograde (March 6, 2009-April 16, 2009)
This retrograde deserves a page on it’s own because of the powerful effects this one planet can create. I know one of your main concerns when calling me is about love, romance, friendships, and money. Well this planet effects all these subjects. When we think of a Mercury retrograde we think , schedules, transportation, computers and how we think. When Venus retrogrades it can stir up more drama then what Mercury and all the other planets combined when they go retrograde.”
Question 21. Is this presence’s power at its peak when Venus goes retrograde in motion? – YES.
Venus in retrograde
MARCH 8th 2009: SATURN is in opposition (opposite side of Sun)
From NASA JPL site:
“March 2009:
Saturn is at opposition on March 8th. It rises at sunset, transits at midnight (at its highest elevation, best time for telescopic views) and sets at sunrise. Saturn’s ring tilt opens to 2.3 degrees this month, and the planet is closest to Earth and therefore brighter.”
If there’s two things I hate it’s beetroot, coleslaw and astrology. OK, that’s three, but if you only count foodstuffs as one category I can get away with it. Seriously, I don’t do astrology, or even astronomy at that. I have one book about constellations, and it’s a small reference book for idiots like me who don’t understand these things, or refuse to look into them deeply enough. So – Venus goes retrograde on March 8th, and Saturn is in opposition. ??? Apparently, it’s a time for relationship strife, for not buying a new wardrobe or house, and Saturn is swinging by for a closer look at us. ???
Here’s another prediction from Alan Oken (cheque book open):
“March 8: Mars conjunct Neptune at 24.50 Aquarius.
This is not one of my favourite aspects as it brings out the influence of the Sixth Ray very strongly. This augments astral currents and is very much an influence of the urge to martyrdom, i.e. suicide bombings and other acts of violence in the name of religion and devotion to idealistic doctrines. If this aspect is in close contact with your natal chart, take care that you do not give up your sense of personal power for the sake of yielding to someone else’s needs or demands. Addictions flourish under this contact.March 8: Mercury also enters Pisces on this day, further diminishing rational communications. In addition, the Sun opposes Saturn at 18.23 Virgo/Pisces, an aspect that opposes authority and challenges social order.”
Believe me when I say I’m not about to get sucked into this particular black hole that is astrology/astronomy. Yes, it would appear there is some celestial significance to sacred sites, and to times of particular energy fluctuations brought about directly by the conjunctions of astral bodies. However, it’s a long and winding path to understand the heavens, and I’m not sure I need to just yet. I’m going to sit back and watch what happens around those dates, maybe dowse a bit, and report back. It seems as though there’s something specific I need to be doing. Now I need to find out what that is before March 8th.
Gwas.
Following the Evening Star
Gwas – I’ve been reading this blog for the more recent postings but until today have not had the time to go back and read later pieces. One thing I found very interesting is how your experience so much mirrored my own when I first began pendulum dowsing last year. The most striking similarity for me was when you said that every time you were about to contact this entity you fell asleep.
I started down my particular path over 20 years ago and experimented with channeling and all manner of psychic work. Yet, when I started trying to communicate to a spirit guide/entity that came through my dowsing on a letterboard the same exact thing happened. Even with grounding and going slow, the energy drain was almost always exhausting. (I’ve heard it might have to do with hydration as well.) Even with practice I still get droopy-eyed. 🙂
Just wanted to say thanks for helping me see it wasn’t just me!